lot of talking buts it's rare to hear some honesty and honestly I think that shits the problem G I'm proud to rep I know I got a god in me only one who I be dealing wit he made a prodigy who carrying a prophecy I got these hometown rappers in they feelings Wont apologize for giving out opinions I been sticking to convictions serving out my sentences i really hate this business cause all these bars all these songs really feeling like a prison mad that I don't resonate with any of you minions Never said the shit in public, I dont do no sneaks, if I be dissing But listen, everything aint for everyone And Yall is out here sounding like you f***ing everyone Shit is troublesome profit cant be going dumb but still I'm going dummy thought that they had love for me but sadly I had been mistaken i gave em flowers just to give em, they so easily forgotten growing jaded now it's hard to wear the numbers or the colors of my city cause they worn out and looking faded but you be hard pressed to find jealous or me hating but regardless, i aint wasting time debating shit aint resonate when your all substance full of faking the truth the only thing i been creating for the fame, isint never had a craving, i seen these cats keep turning craven got me hesitating when they tryna lend a hand for shaken you aint cooking what cooking cut the fat, but its back to bacon know the hacks but i aint cheating if i make it cause im sticking to the facts bars from off the top aint no cappin in my raps im really living what im putting my tracks im really different i aint workint dor reacts the passion jn my geaer how i mnow its meant to last coming home to bless a session got me thinking bout the past things i thiught i moved passed growing clear i didnt but every wrong dun they did me been forgiven when i write it grew up wrappped i side a darkness im still leaeninf how to fight it rapping from my soul i give a fuck if you dotn like it

phone still ringing even when the shit in DND Don't know Why they constantly disturbing me swear that they perturbed to see me get a sec alone way my family been grown think I need a second home but when you broke the banks don't be approving you no second loan the rates is hiking the whip is broke down its back to biking the pen is ready workin strike the paper makin fire like its lightening the flow been so electric and electric got em frightened my sense of self belief is feeling heightened chakras all aligned eyes is wide I feel enlightened aura shinin inner light been set to shed a blinding brightness they saying profit got a Christ like likeness was on the wrong path And still I was moving righteous was battling myself I had to turn and faced a crisis recognized my value seen this life is truly priceless my niceness is not a reference for politeness quickly could become a cutthroat with a knife if you is talking reckless never stuck or stagnant no my soul don grown hella restless My time is really precious my haters all be peering at me jealous tired of having to eat my seconds seen them fellas looking helpless said your lack of purpose and success is not some shit that I can help with How I know cause I done tried it rappers be the hardest ones to let go of they pride it be the hardest truth to swallow they don't want to look inside same reason I done seen so many telling lies sounding hollow I found my substance for my music from my story and my muses not a bottle I'm making things I like right now bit still gon love tomorrow I came a long way from those days of feeling sorrow I did it on my own I should make that shit the motto Everything my own so I aint Never had to borrow YOLO on my dolo really repping with bravado the luckiest of anyone I known and i aint even have to hit the f***ing lotto powered like a rocket i been riding on a wave with the fam like I'm otto The only thing that I know Is that a prophet with a purpose is a very deadly combo

I aint arguing with folks Who lying broke and outta hope The ones who gotten so close But in they moment They had choked My soul is one You never know You don't speak for me You hung it up That shit is sounding weak to me The outlook often looking bleak for me But I'm believing In the meek in me Gotta see a milli For I die Cant waste a minute Aint no killing time Working every second of my life So now it's killing time 34 but feeling prime Still in mine Prophecy Inside my eyes I been See divine Keep in mind The path filled is filled with mines Carefully I plot the lines Walkin on a route Thats very fine I avoid the bitter guys Ones Who love to litter lies I would rather champion my homies Then to try and minimize We aint living parallel lives I aint judge yours dog don't be judging mines Keep a circle of the realest Ones who recognize We all got a god Buried Deep inside nobody's perfect We all trip and slip and slide The journey is the purpose dog Just enjoy the ride You get everything you meant to In due time

I mean I wouldn't say that I'm afraid of it I grew up idolizing playa shit And often shied away From serious relationships Maybe cause how terrible My patience is Or Maybe cause my mother Didn't show me love So deep down I just aint been Feel like I'm deserving none Unable to accept it now From everyone or anyone So when they gimme some I just aint knowing What to do with it And when cant absorb they love you often tend to lose the shit They can tell I aint believing it No matter what they say I aint receiving it Left Hoping I can understand baby I cant comprehend Emotions I was never taught to cope with Wish this heart was something i knew how to open but I don't Its locked up tight And I aint have the key Was searching deep to find the softer parts of me Until I had my kids Then it all just came to me So easily My babies be My purpose And my reason See They granted me a freedom To have feelings I was needing Nowadays I be releasing love The same way I be feeling it My heart was scarred All The walls had grown cold and hard It took some time for healing Issues that i had To deal with It was me I had to learn to keep it real with Admit that imperfect but I'm worth it Always learning to be better Accepting all my flaws Allow my love to be the glue Thats holds the broken parts of me together Forever

Said I wonder what it's like to be famous Like do you gotta sell your soul and be brainless Is it really all a show is it shameless Somedays i think it might be better to be Nameless I never cared to much for fame For me It probably never happen No interest in the game Wont Never catch me capping God told me kill me ego I found out It wasn't painless Doctor keep on asking where my pain is Not sure that I know I feel it somewhere in my soul He said okay son well then say less but they aint taking none of my insurance never pay less They collecting Come real close to the point I"m meeting lucy at an undisclosed intersection Unless my angels get to Interjecting Just Sitting at the crossroads Know I need some redirection God Done got a Lotta kids, but I need some attention Lord can you please give ya boy a second Or a blessing You sending you way to many tests Its really got me stressing Like how I'm supposed to learn all these lessons Aint No textbooks got the answer to these kinda questions Between my wifey and my kids I don't got me no time for no therapy But man I really need a session Still All Alone I sit and fight depression Despite the pills The shit don't seem to lessen Daydreaming Of forever sleeping In the void They see me stuck inside a slump But they too scared to help Because they know that I'm annoyed Only job to raise these kids But far from unemployed Expectations rising up I need some dough to Stay afloat If only I was famous Maybe one day I could blow The worlds a crazy place So you dont ever really know Said I wonder what it's like to be famous Like do you gotta sell your soul and be brainless Is it really all a show is it shameless Somedays I think it might be better to be Nameless

I never heard sorry from the people who had hurt me I'm tired of hearing sorry from the people who desert me time I say sorry to the people who had hurt me time I say good bye to everyone who had desert me dear mama, im sorry you gave birth to me I'm sorry you could never love me I'm sorry I aint do enough I'm sorry I was ugly sorry I would never call but I was just a kid who never really understood why he aint ever have a mom at all sorry I had given up I thought I had forgiven ya the truth is I aint missin ya the truth is you're an empty soul the truth is you had left like you are Another Someone with an empty whole I'm sorry you wont ever know the ways I had to make me whole How i forced myself To look inside the mirror And believe that i was beautiful I'm sorry your so pitiful I'm sorry you wont ever see these kids but most of all I'm truly sorry for the things I never did to try and fix it and that's the worst part that's the worst part there's a little boy inside of me who bares a broken heart thinks its all his fault and to him I'm truly sorry I'm sorry that you thought you wasn't good enough sorry that she couldn't show you love I'm sorry that she didn't call I'm sorry she aint ever really ever seem to give a shit at all I'm sorry for the lies and I'm sorry for the times that she left you let down I'm sorry cause you aint deserve it no one in this life is ever perfect but no one in this world should ever make you feel like you are worthless I'm sorry that you had to learn to love yourself Without your mother's help I'm so sorry I'm so sorry cause i know you I never heard sorry from the people who had hurt us I'm tired of hearing sorry from the people who desert us It's time I said sorry to the people who had hurt us its time I said good bye to everyone who had desert us I'm so sorry I'm so sorry I'm so so so so sorry and I know your not sorry I know your not sorry at all at all I bet you aint sorry at all i know you aint sorry at all so I wonder why I wonder why I'm sorry at all (Outro) It's one of those things where, I keep thinking I'm past it or like I've healed or moved on but every time I have to explore it or talk about it, it's like ripping something wide open, and it's just so much pain and I don't even know how to deal with it I just uh.. I know my kids will never have to feel that way And my legacy will never have that pain ever

we back to rapping like we never left best believe that aint stopping till the day I'm dead or out of beath these is words is spilling out my mouth that just been stuck here flooding up my head can you bear to hear my pestilence? i married it to excellence and bottled it with elegance crafted from my penmanship I'm selling it with arrogance pray my heirs can see my sole I'm on a run i been working many moons and many sons just to get some funds put the legacy in front for all my little ones my daughters and my sons So they know why daddy rapping baby this aint something just happened It's a passion to me this like a drug better yet a therapy something that I use for taking care of me and sharing me my vocals how i know you'll have my heart Even after i depart so when you kid's kid's kids start to pondering they thoughts have some questions in they hearts they know that I can speak to em and tell em how I made it out the darkest and hardest of the parts I said first and foremost look we all cry treat life like its precious cause we all die saying no is easy but imagine if we all try don't hesitate or wait if you want it gotta go and put the work in only Gonna get exactly what you been deserving choose your lover and people by whose honoring your purpose and your peace make sure that you pray and not only when your weak learn to talk to god And not only On your knees cause he can give you what you need self improvement don't bring solace if you don't know self acceptance its okay to lose your path always ways you can correct it noone here is perfect said we all gon make mistakes if you do nothing else in life Promise me That one day you'll create Please create (Outro - Patricia) Legacy Legacy is defined as the long lasting impact of events and actions that took place in the past or of a person's life Legacy Creativity is our birthright Our legacy is our gift back to the universe how will you choose to be remembered Legacy Leave an everlasting gift actively constructed by your own imagination

see this shit just aint been goin how its sposed to woulda had the old me going postal to be honest dog I'm feeling loco in these the moment where you really show you who you is and though on most days im still feeling like a kid i done did a lot of growing up it's for myself who i been showing up tardy to game im still broke but never broken i just charge it to the game little credit given when they preference is disdain but thats okay cause im unconcered what these people gon say cause we aint stoppin anyway choose make my own decisions rather be fault if im gon lose was never one for following they cues god been giving signs hope I aint missing any clues remember wishing he would tell me what to do i learned the hard ways dreams aint easily something that be comin true overnight success is rarely that most I know who made been in love with rap since the way back i think delusion gon be needed all they warnings never heeded I aint really listen when they pleaded they understand my reason they know my soul been beaten dog but it aint been defeated I'm really in my rocky era could be cocky with the way my people prop me up support is something i aint always have I recall me down bad now my family involved my momma here to help me be a dad father someone who im proud of im just tryna make him proud of me he proud to see me following my dreams and if it never happens everyday i still be grasping mics and steady rapping never was the one to be attention grabbing but now I need an audience that's outside of my faction trying to play that main character uncomfortable its time for taking action wont catch me out not kicking up my feet aint no relaxing the movement going slow but we been picking up some traction couple people in my circle falling off when shit aint adding up you gotta start subtracting the equation still aint making cents but this aint never been about me making cents solely cause the heavens sent me messages to go share all of my lessons this my legacy I'm giving y'all this everything inside of me I'm never gonna lie to you cause I refuse to lie to me hope the me removing my own privacy and showing you a side of me that I was used to hiding we gon risk it all hope yall wanna get involved without you listening this shit dont work said im grateful for thelisten see me resonating make it worth it pray that yall find peace and accept that we imperfect im just tryna share the mission, and the vision and the journey